I Tell Myself

I called last night. At 2am. I was never a drunk dialer before you. What is it about you? There's always a chance you'll answer. At least that's what I tell myself. Just like I tell myself there's a chance I'll see you on the street. Remember that time?  I wasn't paying attention.  I didn't [...]

Whatever I Want

60 days without you.Two months.A lot can happen in 60 days.What do you want, Kels?That was the question you'd always ask me.Whatever you want.That was the response.If I was the one responding, it was because I didn't want to make a choice.I was afraid of making the wrong choice. Choosing the wrong restaurant Or the wrong glass [...]

It’s Happening

It's been 54 days.And I can feel it happening.It's in the small things.Like the pint of key lime gelato I randomly bought for you.Because it's your favorite.Because our late night routine often included eating gelato and bitching about work.Well, I guess I would bitch. You would just hold me and laugh with me and tell me [...]