Why is it so hard for you to share your writing?
It’s getting harder to share.
It’s getting scarier to share.
It’s personal.
It’s personal.
It’s been personal for a while
It’s been personal for a while
It’s been personal for a while
but this is different.
with you it’s different.
It’s a challenge.
It’s a thrill.
You actually read what I write.
What do you actually think my writing?
Does it scare you?
What do you actually think my writing?
Does it scare you?
Does it scare you?
Does that matter?
Does that matter?
What I write matters.
I write for me.
I write for me.
I write about you.
I don’t care what other people think.
I do care what you think.
Sometimes I wonder about the people I’ve written about.
Sometimes I wonder about the feelings I’m figuring out.
Not just you.
Because of you.
I don’t care what other people think.
I do care what you think.
Sometimes I wonder about the people I’ve written about.
Sometimes I wonder about the feelings I’m figuring out.
Not just you.
Because of you.
He didn’t read my writing towards the end.
You’ve read my writing from the start.
I don’t know what’s happening.
I know exactly what is happening.
I feel like I’m having an affair
It’s like I’m having an affair
with language.
with you.
I keep reading poems,
I know I need to stop.
looking for quotes
I know I should quit.
listening to songs.
I am trying.
I am trying to write the way my brain works.
I am doing a shitty job
It’s personal.
It’s terrifying
My brain is personal.
My words are personal.
I don’t know what’s happening.
I know exactly what is happening.
I feel like I’m having an affair
It’s like I’m having an affair
with language.
with you.
I keep reading poems,
I know I need to stop.
looking for quotes
I know I should quit.
listening to songs.
I am trying.
I am trying to write the way my brain works.
I am doing a shitty job
It’s personal.
It’s terrifying
My brain is personal.
My words are personal.
