Note to self

Hey Kels,I know you’ve been going through a tough time.I know you thought your life was going to look a lot different at this point.And I know this is really hard for you.Do you know where you are?Take a good look.For the first time in your life,you’re smack in the middle of tension.The dip.The shit.The [...]

Sunset Miles

I went for a run this evening.Because I slept in this morning,I sat at a desk all day,I ate an entire bar of chocolate last night,and a candy bar during my lunch break,and I texted that boy backbecause he's fun.To some degree, it was a good idea.Because the sunset was beautiful,the air was refreshing,the pavement [...]

Every time

Every time

Every time he reaches out, don't forget he shut you down. Every time he makes you smile, don't forget he makes your eye twitch. Every time you miss that warm water, don't forget to take a cold shower. Every time you hear that song, don't forget you can skip it. Every time you muse over [...]

An Apology

I forgot how to play.Play became work."Success" become paramount.Everything but was "failure".Then you showed upand you made me laugh.You told me it's okto not know.But I wanted answers.I wanted facts.I wanted to get it "right".I made it "serious".I added pressure.I killed possibility.And now,I'm sorry.

Sports

People around the world really care about soccer.Football.I used to be one of those people.Well- let me be clear.I care(d) about a man(boy?)who cares about soccer.Soccer was one of the first things I quit.My future with the sport was doomed from the start.Are we laughing about that yet?People in the United States really care about baseball.The [...]

Too much

I think we should stop.I think you should leave. I want more spaceI want more timeto figure outto write outmy feelingsmy thoughts. There is too much There is too littlefor mefrom meon the line.on the page.I care too much.I edit too much.