I made some choices today. I sent an email. I signed papers. Things are falling into place. I feel relieved now. I'm more at ease now. I don't know if this is right. I may be wrong and see a different life for me. But this is what choice feels like. This is what making [...]

A Dress

I bought this dress 2 years ago.Because we were going to dinner.At his boss' apartment.Her chef husband was cooking.I almost got rid of the dress.Because I lost weight.And it just kind of hangs there.I thought I wanted an update.I wore that dress today.Because I gained weight.And it just kind of hangs there.I got so many [...]

Ice Cream

I don't know what I'm doing.I ate too much ice cream last night.And cheese and drank beer.So I ran a very slow 4.4 miles this morning.I'm trying to get into a groove.And I've eaten nothing all dayexcept coffeeand I still feel gross.What a rip-off.It was worth it.I start this job tomorrow.Because the job I really want [...]