Take 1.

I don’t want to be sad anymore.

Why am I sad?
What is going on?
Maybe it’s being single at a time in my life where that’s not in the majority anymore.
The dating pool is shrinking rapidly and I’m going to die a shrew.
Dear God please no.
Am I really this person?
Is that really it? 
Am I lonely?
I like being alone.
There’s a difference 
alone and lonely.
Alone is physical.
Lonely is emotional.
So maybe that is it.
I’m sad because I’m lonely.
There I said it.

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