Breathe.

Why are you thinking about it.Stop thinking about it.Don't think about it.What's there to think about.Cut it out.Cut the crap.Cut your loss.Get it out.Get away.Get over it.Let it go.Let it lie.Let it be.Shut it down.Turn it off.Pull the plug.Look ahead.Move along.Take a walk.Breathe.

The story of us.

The story I don't want to write is the story I wish I could write. It's the one that keeps me up at night. The one I keep dancing around. The story of us. I spend so much time trying to convince myself it was nothing. I'm having limited success. I despise you. I never [...]

You.

You.

I've been writing your name in my journals (on and off) for as long as I've had journals. You were always there. And you'll never not be here. I hate it. I don't hate you. How could I ever hate you. You knew me when I was shy and not popular and insecureand had hair [...]

Summer school

Summer school

I'm sad to see the summer end. It really is one of my favorite times of year. Give me warm, sunny weather and I can take on the world. This summer was wild. I learned a few things.If your body says no, listen.If your mind says go, take a breath.When your heart says yes, that's [...]

Labor Day

I woke up feeling rather uninspired. The day felt more like a Monday and less like a summer holiday. It felt gray, dreary, humid. It was also very early. I set alarms for 7:15am and 7:30am every day. Almost every day. What can I say? I love mornings. This morning I dragged my ass to [...]