Our usual

Our usual

I was surprised and disappointed to see your number appear on my screen. I don't have your contact saved anymore but I knew it was you. Why now? I'd be lying if I said I didn't panic. I felt my stomach clench, my head spin, and my thoughts start to race. What the actual fuck? [...]

What does it mean?

I had so much fun last night.Life is good.I had so much fun tonight.It's really good.But I saw something this morning.And I haven't stopped thinking about it.What does it mean? I'm curious.Does it matter?I'm annoyed.It shouldn't matter.Why does it bother me?It's weird.What does it mean?It's fine. I hate this.I really liked you.I don't want this.This [...]

Life is good.

I find myself saying it a lot. Believing it. Really meaning it. I'm making choices that keep things moving in the general direction of goodness. And you're not a part of it anymore. Life is good. It's better this way. Without you. I remind myself a lot. It's not what I wanted. I got what [...]

A Year at Work

A Year at Work

I have a confession to make. This is the first job I've ever had for a year. It's a big deal to me. It feels like an accomplishment. I realize in the grand scheme of life, a year is a flash in the pan but I'm proud of myself.I'm not used to saying that. When [...]