Life with or without you? Is it worth denying a part of myself to indulge another? I don’t think I’m capable of shutting down the part of me that feels so intensely. How would I turn it down? How do you do it? I’m realizing not everyone feels the way I do.
So what’s worse? A taste of something sweet knowing there’s a limit or depriving myself entirely? I can’t control my feelings the way you can and I don’t want to. Why should I? I know what feels right and I know I’ll want more. I can’t want less of something that feels so good. I don’t know what’s worse but I’m trying to do what’s best for me.