I wasn’t ready

I wasn’t ready

I wasn't ready but it happened anyway. Isn't that how it always goes? I didn't get to say goodbye. I didn't know I'd already had my last day. You knew I was having a hard time. The work wasn't satisfying me anymore. Something was off inside me. I was trying and failing. Not like me. [...]

A day like today

I'm not the first person to have a day like today. A day that starts like any other day and then in an instant, reality shifts irrevocably. I wish I wasn't alone on a day like today. I wish someone was here sitting with me, holding me. I love being held. I want someone to [...]

Hide to protect

Hide to protect

Is it ok to hide something to protect someone? They say ignorance is bliss. I say knowledge is power. Give someone all the information they need. I say no hiding from the truth. No hiding of the truth. No protecting others or yourself from any and all necessary truths. I used to think part of [...]

No.

No.

He loved the way I said no.Without doubt.With a sweet satisfaction.I love saying no.Because I can.It's a tease.A dance.Come lay on on my chesthe said.No.I was happy where I was.

He’s here.

And?Does it really have any bearing on my life?Does it have none whatsoever?I don’t know. But I know he’s here. I had started to think it wasn’t happening. Wishful thinking. The timing is funny. The timing was always wrong. I’m leaving. I'm done here. It doesn’t fit me. I need different things nowso I’m leaving. I think.And he just got here. I’ve been writing. And play-listing. A lot [...]

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I didn't read so fast. This book made me think about you. Maybe that's why I wanted it to last. It's easier now than it used to be. The thought of you. I wonder if you've read anything recently that reminds you of me? Sometimes I think I should write a book.